Nah... Dun ask me why.

I guess no one will ever do this, that you knew you were going to walk a lot but you still intentionally wore high heels just for the sake of exhausting your own feet.

I guess no one will feel this way, that I was buried by frustration after finishing the enrolment and got the student card with my photo printed on. And to fulfill my desire to kick the negative feelings out of my mind, I went to the Avenue of Stars after the registration. You knew you were stupid when you really let the strong wind from the harbour blew yourself and was wishing yourself a headache. Got into a Starbucks, and ordered a VENTI cappuccino followed by a VENTI latte. Though I was originally expecting some alcoholic drinks instead of some coffee. Fortunately it was finally coffee but not alcohol, cuz i didn't know that I was going to order another venti sized coffee when I ordered the first. Coffee, not alcohol, good, or I would definitely get another cup of wine if the first drink was wine. Terrible, if the two cups of venti sized coffee were replaced with alcohol. (Ya, venti is the largest size you can see in the coffee shops.)

I sat in Starbucks, several hours, without knowing the exact time I had spent there. Reading a book. Yes I enjoyed the time.

But what was I exactly doing? I don't know. But leave it. Not a considerable answer. That is, just leave it.

No more to explain, cuz I won't be able to.
FINE. I DON'T CARE.
FINE. Though I'm not sure if the situation is really going to be FINE.

I looked stupid when I was in the university today.
And I did some stupid things there.
I did many things zealously while my mind was actually terribly reluctant to do those stupid things.
YA I know. They were just stupid to ME, but not to my mum.
That's why I had to try hard to fool myself.
I wasn't just get the registration done but I also joined the workshops, o-camps and clubs?
FOOLISH. Any other better word to describe?
I know mum appreciates what I had done while I am hating myself and wanting to punch myself in the face.
Leave it. I don't care.

Stop talking. You stupid. What on earth were you doing today?

And I dun care y'all circle the grammatical mistakes I've made in this entry. I dun care. Just dun tell me, OK?

AND, yes I am mad. Please, just pleazsse dun try to correct my madness these days.