不可思議。從未曾聽過如此有力量的歌聲。開場不久，我就落淚了。他們的歌聲讓我的笑容掛到現在。慚愧，像我如斯幸福，我的快樂有他們的多少份之一？面對一些在苦痛中熬過來的孩子，我今天面對的算甚麼？他們的努力，不為自己，是為了與更多人分享希望。
他們的歌聲給我的感動，我說不上來。是溫暖的，而且，最具有光芒的聲音。最簡單的旋律，傳達最深的心意。他們知道如何珍惜。如此燦爛的笑容，我多久沒見過了？應該說，我不曾看過如此燦爛的笑容。他們好可愛，好可愛。想把他們擁在懷裡，好想跟他們說謝謝。
他們很樂意分享，且以分享為樂。在他們身上，找到了許多城市人失去的東西。最簡單的笑容，最堅定的眼神，那種迫不及待要與別人分享的熱情．．他們的聲音很動聽，我不敢奢想再有機會聽到更動聽的歌聲。我不知道我要如何形容我現在塞得滿滿的心情，還有震撼到不可言喻的歌聲。我能如何讓你們知道呢？我多想你們也坐在當中呀！
聽他們說夢想。有兩個孩子，想將來成為總統；有一個女孩，將來想成為副總統。「甚麼？！」是我的第一個反應。才八歲的孩子．．覺得他們很傻嗎？不過，一如我所說的「有夢想的人最幸福了。」，他們一定會成就他們的夢。我這樣說，因為我聽出來他們背後真正的理想了。他們想做領導人，不是要權力地位，而是想改變整個國家，他們不要有更多悲劇中的小孩出現。無論他們將來成就如何，有這個信念，他們一定能改變烏干達，甚至全世界。我也這樣相信著，我相信他們一定能。
我現在的想法是，可惜你們不是我肚子裡的蟲！我多想讓你們也感受我的感覺，卻不知道能如何．．抱歉寫得有點亂，很想把想法都告訴你們，可是這裡寫的只是很小部份。
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｜｜不要叫你小看你年輕，總要在言語、行為、愛心、信心和清潔上都作信徒的榜樣。｜｜
小孩子能讓我們找到遺失的拼圖。他們的見證，比大人的精彩好幾萬倍。感動我的不是他們的悲慘故事，而是他們說話時的神情，告訴我他們有多麼滿足、因為愛我們的原故所以他們分享。
"My life's changed." 我記得他們說這句話時閃亮的眼睛。
2008年4月29日 星期二
2008年4月22日 星期二
Be a loyal servant
My mind is so overwhelmed that I cant organize my thoughts well. So sorry for that.
I really dun want to be trapped in this situation. Now I tell myself, I gotta move on. No matter how unacceptably terrible the past is, I should never be dragged back by those memories. I can do nothing to change the time that have already slipped away, I can grab the future which is what I can make change of now. I dun want to push myself into the regrets deeper.
I tried to encourage myself by diffirent means, but then I fell into disappointment again. I did realize and understand that I shouldn't just stay in the blues. I just repeated the exhausting process: standing up to walk a few steps and falling with tiredness. There seemed no one could completely understand how helpless I was to struggle. I hate myself for being a useless doll having no power to get through the choke point. I hate myself for not understanding who I was in this area. That's quite a hopeless world when it comes to the studying. That's a wall I could never jump over as it is just as high as the sky.. I CANT make it. I cant.
Fortunately, I have GOD. I've been silly that I forgot I still have GOD. How frustrating, confusing the situation is, GOD is the light always shining on me. He understands how I feel. He knows what I really need, some are the things that I dun even know myself. In him, I can do everything. For him, I must learn how to do everything just for his honour. He comforted me, strengthened me. Now I know I can make it. I can see the world behind the wall through a tiny hole which I havent recognized before. I feel so sorry to mess my life up. Everything in my life, studying with no exception, is the things that GOD wants me to manage well. How much GOD gave me, how much I should pay back to him. Always remember that with GOD's company, I can make it. I cant fall short of his expectation. I know when GOD saw me putting myself in darkness, he was hurt. If I treat GOD in such a cruel way again, I cant forgive myself. I AM FOUND ..AGAIN..
PS. Show my sincere apology to GOD! Sorry sorry sorry. SO SORRY/
I really dun want to be trapped in this situation. Now I tell myself, I gotta move on. No matter how unacceptably terrible the past is, I should never be dragged back by those memories. I can do nothing to change the time that have already slipped away, I can grab the future which is what I can make change of now. I dun want to push myself into the regrets deeper.
I tried to encourage myself by diffirent means, but then I fell into disappointment again. I did realize and understand that I shouldn't just stay in the blues. I just repeated the exhausting process: standing up to walk a few steps and falling with tiredness. There seemed no one could completely understand how helpless I was to struggle. I hate myself for being a useless doll having no power to get through the choke point. I hate myself for not understanding who I was in this area. That's quite a hopeless world when it comes to the studying. That's a wall I could never jump over as it is just as high as the sky.. I CANT make it. I cant.
Fortunately, I have GOD. I've been silly that I forgot I still have GOD. How frustrating, confusing the situation is, GOD is the light always shining on me. He understands how I feel. He knows what I really need, some are the things that I dun even know myself. In him, I can do everything. For him, I must learn how to do everything just for his honour. He comforted me, strengthened me. Now I know I can make it. I can see the world behind the wall through a tiny hole which I havent recognized before. I feel so sorry to mess my life up. Everything in my life, studying with no exception, is the things that GOD wants me to manage well. How much GOD gave me, how much I should pay back to him. Always remember that with GOD's company, I can make it. I cant fall short of his expectation. I know when GOD saw me putting myself in darkness, he was hurt. If I treat GOD in such a cruel way again, I cant forgive myself. I AM FOUND ..AGAIN..
PS. Show my sincere apology to GOD! Sorry sorry sorry. SO SORRY/
2008年4月15日 星期二
最近迷上了...
Leona Lewis
一個22歲的女生。從英國的歌唱節目X Factor 開始了夢想，更被美國權威影劇雜誌娛樂週刊 / Entertainment Weekly 選為「2008年值得關注的八位人物」之一。
欣賞她的歌聲。在音樂夢想路一起步就深觸靈魂的歌聲，被稱為是第２個Mariah Carey。了不起。如今被Mariah Carey 和 Whitney Houston 的經紀簽下。她絕對能震撼世界，且將成為如她兩位師姐般出色的歌手。第一張album 不但在英國本地得到傲人的成績，她在美國一舉成名且album位居銷售榜首，就連台灣的8 個榜首也被她的歌所佔據。比賽單位幫她發行的單曲[原唱Kelly Clarkson_A Moment Like This] 30分鐘內,網上單曲下載達5萬次,創下了健力士世界紀錄。
欣賞她的堅持。為了音樂夢想，只求存夠一筆錢租借錄音室錄製一張DEMO。夢想受盡阻礙,她幾乎快放棄。幸好有男友鼓勵好參加比賽,終於她走到今天。被偶像兼師姐Whitney Houston當面稱讚，是她付出了許多換來的。
加油Leona，有一天，全世界都會聽妳的歌聲。Dream is always the most colorful thing in life.
Taiwan Official Blog with X Factor videos
Leona's blog sharing her dream
一個22歲的女生。從英國的歌唱節目X Factor 開始了夢想，更被美國權威影劇雜誌娛樂週刊 / Entertainment Weekly 選為「2008年值得關注的八位人物」之一。
欣賞她的歌聲。在音樂夢想路一起步就深觸靈魂的歌聲，被稱為是第２個Mariah Carey。了不起。如今被Mariah Carey 和 Whitney Houston 的經紀簽下。她絕對能震撼世界，且將成為如她兩位師姐般出色的歌手。第一張album 不但在英國本地得到傲人的成績，她在美國一舉成名且album位居銷售榜首，就連台灣的8 個榜首也被她的歌所佔據。比賽單位幫她發行的單曲[原唱Kelly Clarkson_A Moment Like This] 30分鐘內,網上單曲下載達5萬次,創下了健力士世界紀錄。
欣賞她的堅持。為了音樂夢想，只求存夠一筆錢租借錄音室錄製一張DEMO。夢想受盡阻礙,她幾乎快放棄。幸好有男友鼓勵好參加比賽,終於她走到今天。被偶像兼師姐Whitney Houston當面稱讚，是她付出了許多換來的。
加油Leona，有一天，全世界都會聽妳的歌聲。Dream is always the most colorful thing in life.
Taiwan Official Blog with X Factor videos
Leona's blog sharing her dream
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